Food As Reward (yesterday afternoon)

Mercury is in retrograde and fucking up all my communications. Driving me nuts. Faxes not going through, computer dudes not understanding me (but I was sooo clear, for 4 hours so clear... I thought?) just screwing up my all around flow. Turning me inward and wreaking havoc outward.

It is upon returning again from the fax machine that my thoughts leap to food. Comfort! Faxing reimbursals so I can get paid and pay myself back sucks especially when it doesn't go through. Food! Give me Food! That will fucking fix everything.

The mind observes itself. Monitors the impulses.